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All About Me!!hey there people!This ones purely to try and let you now a little bit about me, so as you may be able to feel where I'm coming from when I am writing here. My Name is Martin, I am soon to have my 23rd Birthday, on the 12 of next month in fact. most of my recent life, since the age of 14, I have basically had to fend for myself, through choice and through situation, no complaints though about that, such is life, experience makes you who you are and I am always of the mindset that there is always people worst off than you. Dont get me wrong, i firmly beleive in that, but I still feel the need to sometimes to rant about the stress in my own life a bit, like I said before sometimes just to get it off my chest so as not to blow up with inner buildup! I have a family, a Mrs and a Son, my girl is about 8 months younger than me, and has some serious health issues too. Our son is going to be 4 yrs old in november I cant beleive how fast that has gone by WoW! Regarding my girls health its sort of an ongoing issue she has a Heart Valve replacement and a Pacemaker, and suffers from a Blood Issue aswell due to taking Warfarin to thin her blood. Fuck, Warfarin is quite mad, you know that stuff is actual Rat Poison! thats right rat poison to thin your blood out, but I bet some of you knoew that sort of stuff already. In the last six months before christmas last year she must have spent a good Four of those months in Hospital on and off, which was quite hard at the time for me, juggling trying to make money with looking after my son and visiting her in hospital. Anyway the begining of this year I was determined to build up my empire and take TOTAL Control of my life, so as to ensure that all the stresses that are going to be a Constant part of our life would be somewhat aleviated by the fact that financially we dont need to struggle. Nice dream, not the easiest of things to achieve, when you start with nothing but a Big hindrance of a family that needs your constant attention and help. Shit man that makes me sound like I hate my family for holding me back, now please dont beleive that I love my girl, and I would never change the buirth of my son if it wasnt for him being born I can seriously see that I would have gone down a different Life Path than I did. Even saying that over these past four years I have taken the wrong Fork in the Road one or two times, which has caused us emense starin on our relationship and life but what dont kill ya only makes you stronger right? So My Business, right now I am establishing a Merchandise printing business doing t-shirts mousemats liscence plates etc. Thats a small part of my bigger picture, but the issue with a Real Life Tangible manufactured product is all the ManPower that is inevitably needed to make it a Business rather than a form of Self Employment. Wow, Thats something to write about huh, the difference between, being a business man, and being Self-Employed, definetley cover that next time. i write a lot, and it doesnt all have anything to do with anything, but its all stuff I need to write, so in years to come, I can look back, and remember the journey I took to get there. Enjoy, Bye for now 3:39 PM - Thursday, August 25, 2005
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Description Sharing with the world the Long and Hard journey of a Stressed Out Entrepeneur striving to achieve the Peaceful Place that arrives after the Back Breaking Battle of overcoming the Daily issues involved with being a Business Master stuck in the world of a Back Street Hustler while holding the weight of the world upon shoulders Home User Profile Archives Friends ynuahayt - Adult Webmaster blog list Happybit for webmasters Adult Blog links Recent Entries - Oops, missed some days here, bad boy - Have you REALLY got that many Problems?? - Starting from scratch - share a pie, or make your own? - Those who cant, teach Friends - RicardoB - Domains - Dane |