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| Stressed Out and Peaceful |
My First Posthmmm, how excting does it feel to finally start writing down a history of my life, not only as an adult webmaster but my life as everything else that I am too.In all honesty for the last year being an adult webmaster has certainly taken a back burner in my plans of world domination, but still it does factor as an important part of things to come. I have been focusing so much on Offline and Mainstream activities that I have hardly had 1/2 hour a week to do any site maintainance for my porn stuff. not even through choice really, but more through the fact that it is really hard to find good people to work with who will share responsibility and workload to achieve a common goal, leaving any work that needed to be shared either for me to do , or to someone who I have to pay but doesnt know what they are doing, ending up costing me more money and time than its was actually worth in the end. It pisses me off when I offer people opportunity and people dont want to take it, so now things are different and my mentality is going to change. It is all about doing everything yourself, fuck anyone else, being reliant on someone inevitably somewhere along the lines will cause stress and perhaps failure because the person you rely on may not have the same responsiblities, and therefore drive and motivation, as you have and need. Dont get me wrong, I perfectly understand that All Good Business has to outsource, delegate and do as much as they can to increase workrate and production, I Wish It where THAT EASY!!!! Seriously, Recently I have had people let me down so much that things have nearly overwhelmed me so its been weeks of sleepless nights, weeks of stressing out at my little family because of all the added stress they give me that even though I love them so much it nearly feels like sometimes they are a Big Mill Stone around my neck, but I still ramble on through! Bam, thats it, a taste of things to come, listen folks, anyone who reads this, Perhaps I am a using the wrong medium, perhaps i shouldnt do this, but see, I am right now in need of a platform to vent my stress and feelings, I dont speak to anyone and really, keeping things inside isnt good, so TO SUM UP, Fuck You if you dont care about me, I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU!!!(haha) This is MY Personal Therapy, SO FUCK YOU IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, DONT READ!!!! 3:00 PM - Thursday, August 25, 2005
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Description Sharing with the world the Long and Hard journey of a Stressed Out Entrepeneur striving to achieve the Peaceful Place that arrives after the Back Breaking Battle of overcoming the Daily issues involved with being a Business Master stuck in the world of a Back Street Hustler while holding the weight of the world upon shoulders Home User Profile Archives Friends ynuahayt - Adult Webmaster blog list Happybit for webmasters Adult Blog links Recent Entries - Oops, missed some days here, bad boy - Have you REALLY got that many Problems?? - Starting from scratch - share a pie, or make your own? - Those who cant, teach Friends - RicardoB - Domains - Dane |